Its taken me since yesterday to make this post, this post that never gets any easier.
Today it`s been 5 years since we all lost the biggest piece of our hearts, 5 years since we have seen your smile, 5 years that we have been able to hold you in our arms and tell you how much we love you! In those 5 years, it still feels like yesterday when I got the call from Daddy telling me you were gone, it feels like yesterday this nightmare started, one we can`t seem to wakeup from and be able to hold you again.
I will always ask myself why? Why could The Village of Mamaroneck Police Department have taken you out of harm`s way? Did they honestly expect a 2.5 year old defend herself off of that monster? How ignorant can you be? When multiple people were telling you she was in danger, when you knew very well who you were dealing with since you were there 2x before? Do you not have kids? Are you not an uncle? A grandfather? What happened to protect and serve? That go out the window too? While all those involved who did NOTHING to save her have the opportunity to hug their kids, nieces/nephews, grandkids, watch the grow.....we are left with just a memory of a beautiful little girl who deserved more than what you did for her which was absolutely nothing. You wear your badge proudly, you walk into a government building proudly....proud of what? Of the innocent life you failed? Your as guilty as the scum that is locked up. Know this we will NOT give up, will continue our fight for our little girl until everyone involved is held accountable!
WE WILL CONTINUE TO BE HER VOICE, AND HER VOICE WILL BE HEARD!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART MY BEAUTIFUL LADYBUG, I know I will never understand why, but what I do know is I am the luckiest person in the world to be able to call you my little girl, Daddy and I will fight for you, I hope we are making you proud everyday. I miss your smile, I miss your hugs, I will cherish the day you called me RoRo. I will look for you in the clouds, I smile when I see a ladybug, I know your always by our side, I would give anything if it meant we could hold you again.
We love you always and forever my beautiful Gabriella, our beautiful little angel.